Sunday, December 13, 2009
heloooooo......
omg...it had been damn freaking long tym since i had blogging man...miss it...ya,basically i was buzy preparing myself for the o's which had ended quite sometym...den,there was the working life tat came,n it was fun gt to know wif different kind of ppl..from working i know wat fun is n wat life is..well,,currently juz sitting at home n nt doing anything..had to stop working due to unpredictable incident...n now had to take care of the home n also had to teach little bro...hopefully,he wil listen to me..aprt frm all tis,recently had a major conflict wif alot of ppl...n i had to take the decision in my hand..it was nt easy bt nt takin it is harder.i juz dunno lah wat to do anymore.honestly,i gt mental torche.it hurt.everyday i move on wif life wif sadness,dissapointness and hatrednesss in me..therefore,if ppl wanna to talk to me abt wat sad is well i will juz tel tem tat wif this 3 letter word..i always move wif my life.at times i Juz feel tat i want to shut myself away frm this whole..I WANT TO BE ALONE!!!!ARH!!!!!!bt y ppl juz can't let me b alone....i'm tired...I'M DAMN FREAKING TIRED...SO TIRED TO EVEN SMILE.....bt wen i look back at this family tat there is still ppl who love me..is juz hard for me to go away....n nw i was being blame for juz a small thing..i gt scolding n everything...i juz dunno..u know wat...juz stay away frm tis ppl lah mumtaz coz i can't bear anymore hurt...enough...so a hi bye shld b enough....i want to let my heart out...i want to...bt where?cn i juz nt to be at home....?i can't breathe...honestly....cn i juz go away frm here?forever?pls?i'm begging....
